A lot has gone on in the last week.  I lost a long time friend and a roommate.  Its been making me evaluate life in ways I should have done a long time ago.  It sucks to think something as tragic as this would make me really think things through, but unfortunately it has.   All of this is making me question what I am doing, and what I want to be doing.  I am not getting any younger and not doing the exploring I wish I had done.  I don’t know where I am going with this aimless ramble, but I am just going.  I am glad that it brought me together with people that I else would not have, I hope for that to go even further but time will only tell.  I suppose I will have more of a productive rambling in the weeks to come once I have time to talk and think more things through.  Just remember go big or go home.